Kid Interviews - Favorites of 2012

A few days ago, I interviewed our kids to journal their favorites of 2012. I usually do this in January. Oh well.

Thing 1 - Age 13, 7th Grade

Favorite Color - Yellow
Favorite Food - Sushi
Favorite Drink - Butterbeer from Harry Potter World
Favorite Board or Card Game - Settlers of Catan (Cities and Knights)
Favorite Wii Game - Order Up! and Mario Kart
Favorite Online Game - Minecraft
Favorite DS game - Harry Potter Lego Games
Favorite Hobby - Reading and writing and playing with friends and family and Scout
Favorite non-electronic thing to do - Reading and writing and playing with family and friends and Scout
Favorite thing to do outside - Capture the Flag
Favorite Book - Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, and from this past year - "The Host" by Stephanie Meyer
Favorite Movie - The Harry Potter movies and The Hunger Games
Favorite TV show or Cartoon - Modern Family, Go On, and The Big Bang Theory
Favorite Restaurant - Kugo's Steakhouse (for sushi)
Favorite Outdoor Spot - "The swinging bench at the park, because that's where my friends and I do most of our laughing"
Favorite Animal - Puppy
Favorite Fruit - Any kind of berries or kiwi
Favorite Flower - Sunflower
Favorite Tree - Weeping Willow
Favorite Vegetable - "Salads, because they can be really different"
Favorite Snack - "Popcorn. I can't eat it, but I like it." (braces) and chocolate
Favorite Stuffed Animal - Menedy (stuffed cat)
Favorite Sport - Roller skating and ice skating
Favorite Dessert - Chocolate-based cookies with peanut butter chips
Favorite Place to Vacation - Harry Potter World
Favorite Houseguest - "Grandparents and Johnsons."
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor - Chocolate Peanut Butter
Favorite Smell - Baking cookies, a new box of crayons, and when the backyard is mowed
Favorite Aisle in Department Store - Books and Writing Supplies
Favorite Song - "Safe and Sound" by Taylor Swift
Favorite Group or Singer - Taylor Swift and the Civil Wars
Favorite Season - Summer
B.F.F. - Kirsten
Favorite Room of the House - My bedroom and the computer room
Favorite Day of the Week - Friday
Favorite Event of 2012 - Going to Harry Potter World
Favorite Errand to Run - Going to the library
Favorite Outfit - Jeans and my writer t-shirt and mismatched socks
Favorite Instrument to Play - Violin
Favorite Phrase - "'Everyone sucks but us,' because of a music video that Max, Rich, Brennan and I made, and 'Pufflesnuffle,' which is like another word for 'darn!'"
Favorite Thing about Daddy - "I like playing games with him and reading stories and doing science experiments with him."
Favorite Thing about Mommy - "That you set up INCH  (homeschool group) and reading stories with you and doing mommy-daughter dates."
Favorite Thing about Your Sibling - "That he can make me laugh and playing games like Stuffed Animal Adventures or Minecraft with him."
Favorite Thing about Scout - "That she's weird, so that makes her unique. And also that she is crazy and cute."
Favorite Christmas Gift of year - Taylor Swift concert tickets and my time turner necklace
Favorite School Subject - Writing and reading
Favorite Family Tradition - NaNoWriMo, our birthdays, celebrating Christmas on Christmas Eve, and sushi for New Year's
Favorite Homeschool Group Activity - Park Days
What do you want to be when you grow up? - An author
If you could change anything about the world . . . - "World peace, equality for everybody, and a better substitute for money."
If you could have any superpower . . . - "Flying and the ability to change all the things I want to change about the world."
Weirdest thing you can do - "I can turn one foot backward and one foot forward at the same time."
Best thing about you - "I can make my friends laugh and they feel comfortable around me so they can tell me anything or ask me for advice."


Thing 2 - Age 10, 4th Grade

Favorite Color - Silver
Favorite Food - Pizza
Favorite Drink - Birch Beer
Favorite Board or Card Game - Yu-Gi-Oh!
Favorite Wii Game - Super Smash Brothers
Favorite Online Game - Minecraft
Favorite DS game - Yu-Gi-Oh! 5Ds World Championship 2010 Reverse of Arcadia
Favorite Hobby - Playing Yu-Gi-Oh! (the card game)
Favorite non-electronic thing to do - Yu-Gi-Oh!
Favorite thing to do outside - Nerf weapon battles
Favorite Book - The Two Towers (Lord of the Rings)
Favorite Movie - Wreck-it Ralph
Favorite TV show or Cartoon - Yu-Gi-Oh! GX
Favorite Restaurant - J&S Pizza
Favorite Outdoor Spot - Park/Playground
Favorite Animal - Bald Eagle
Favorite Fruit - Grapes
Favorite Flower - Nightshade
Favorite Tree - Blooming Cherry Tree
Favorite Vegetable - Corn on the Cob
Favorite Snack - Pretzel M&Ms (I love how he says this - "Im-in-ims")
Favorite Stuffed Animal - Zip (stuffed eagle)
Favorite Sport - Tae Kwon Do
Favorite Dessert - Mint Oreos
Favorite Place to Vacation - Harry Potter World is fun to go to and I also liked the Aquarium and Coca-Cola factory in Atlanta
Favorite Houseguest - "Rich and Brennan."
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor - Mint Chocolate Chip
Favorite Smell - Spearmint and freshly mowed grass
Favorite Aisle in Department Store - Trading Cards
Favorite Song - "Let's Go" by Calvin Harris featuring Ne-Yo
Favorite Group or Singer -Europe
Favorite Season - Fall
B.F.F. - Rich and Brennan
Favorite Room of the House - I have 3 - computer room, living room, and my room
Favorite Day of the Week - Friday or Saturday
Favorite Event of year - I like the Renaissance Faire and Harry Potter World
Favorite Errand to Run -Going to a Trading Card Store
Favorite Outfit - "I like my blue dragon shirt."
Favorite Instrument to Play - Synthesizer
Favorite Phrase - "I'm going to mine." (Minecraft)
Favorite Thing about Daddy - "I like how he's hard working. He'll do anything for us. He's funny and he's fun to play with."
Favorite Thing about Mommy - "She's hard working as well. She will do a lot for INCH for us so that it's fun. She'll help us out with school. And she's really, really fun to play with."
Favorite Thing about Your Sibling - "She plays with me (sometimes). She is really kind and, um, I had a really good one . . . really funny and fun to be around."
Favorite Thing about Scout - "She's cute. Ha, she's looking at me. She's funny - the things that she does. She's crazy! And when you're upset, she can come and help you."
Favorite Christmas Gift of year - My Yu-Gi-Oh! duel disk
Favorite School Subject - Science
Favorite Family Tradition - Vacations every year
Favorite Homeschool Group Activity - Park Days
What do you want to be when you grow up? - A game designer
If you could change anything about the world . . . - "Peace and happiness."
If you could have any superpower . . . - "The ability to vanish and reappear in different place - like teleportation and vanishing."  
Weirdest thing you can do - "Make it so both of my eyes are just white."
Best thing about you - "Ugh, I don't like this question. You have to be modest about it." (Me: No you don't. Go ahead.) "I think I'm pretty good at Yu-Gi-Oh! and I'm pretty good at Minecraft and other video games. And I'm a good friend and can make people laugh."   

I have a teenager!

Yes, that's an exclamation point.

A happy one.

Thing 1 can often be found reading and/or writing

I know a lot of people hate teenagers,

but I am not one of them.

I liked being one.

I enjoy hanging out with them.

I love when they come over.

Thing 1 and her BFF listening to an iPod together

I think teenagers get a bad rap.

I could have a house full of them.

Out for sushi for Thing 1's birthday

I genuinely like teenagers.

While I know a lot of parents
 dread the teenage years,

I haven't ever felt that way.

Ack! She's taller than I am!

My oldest has joined the ranks
 - she's 13!

A teenager.

I love it and I love her.

I'll do a post soon about her birthday
 and her birthday party.

Snuggling with her Daddy (and Menedy)

For now I want to share something fun

 we're doing to celebrate her turning 13.

Every Saturday night,

my teenage daughter and I

watch a bunch of "Gilmore Girls" together

while eating all kinds of fun foods

(you kind of can't help it - 

it's a side effect of watching the show).

Snuggling with my girl!

We started our fun Saturday night tradition yesterday.

We watched 4 episodes of Gilmore Girls

while enjoying milkshakes, cheeseburgers, and fries.

Thing 1 and sweet Scout

My daughter is fun and smart
 and funny and kind and witty.

She's all that and much more.

And I love hanging out with her.

Beautiful girl

We really, really like
 our Saturday nights together. 

(And yes, I got choked up during
 the opening sequence song).

I have a teenager!

When the Little Things Add Up

It's stuff like

computer issues

car problems

orthodontist appointments

getting taxes done

various appointments/lessons getting rescheduled

phone calls to return

bills to pay

emails to return

vet appointments

family stuff to do

work stuff to do

things due at the library

school stuff to do

birthday stuff

lots of day-to-day things to do

the dishes and laundry are non-stop

. . .

and then the engine light comes on

and people around you stress you out

and you notice things you're totally behind on things

(lots of them)

and the police are at your neighbor's house (again)

and your husband is having horrible allergies

and the dog needs a bath

and your daughter has things that need to be done

and your son gets a fever and starts throwing up

. . . 

the little things really add up

and you feel like you're perpetually not on top of things

and it's all you can do to (not) keep up on the day to day

let alone the other stuff

that keeps (also) not getting done

. . . 

lest you think we're totally on top of things around here

we're not

Fingers Crossed

About a year ago, North Carolina voted to approve a constitutional amendment that bans same-sex marriage. When I read the news that day, my stomach dropped, and without meaning to, I said, out loud, "Oh no."

The kids asked me what happened and I explained it to them. We talk quite a lot about this in our family, so this wasn't a new topic for them, but it was breaking news about a specific state's vote on the issue.

See, over 4 years ago, the Prop 8 campaign in California already sickened me. And here it was, years later, and the news from North Carolina highlighted that with regard to civil rights, rather than progressing as a nation and as human beings, things were regressing.

I've always felt strongly about equal rights, even as a child. People sometimes say, "Why do you care? You're not gay." My response to that is, "I'm not black either, but I have always felt passionately against racism and have ached for people who have been on the receiving end of hatred and inequality."

Our whole family was upset by the news from North Carolina this past May. The kids went up to bed and within minutes, Thing 1 came downstairs with a hand-written letter, set it between me and Mark, and said, "I want to send this." She wrote the following letter completely on her own:

The next day, President Barack Obama went on television in support of gay marriage. We have felt immensely proud of our daughter for being so forward-thinking and expressing her support, even before the President himself did.

She has sent this letter out to several politicians, both locally and nationally. We have actively supported groups that fight for gay rights. We have seriously considered marching in Washington this week. We have distanced ourselves from groups and organizations that oppose civil rights for all.

I have a pin that says:

Mark got me a stylin' t-shirt that says, "Right Side of History." I will be wearing that t-shirt tomorrow as we watch the news and follow this issue. We hope hope hope the Supreme Court votes in a way that is fair and right - ensuring civil rights for all.

They felt justified, too.

Mark and I have felt frustrated these past many months, because we have not felt like we can post this letter openly on our family blog, because we know that it doesn't necessarily align with what many of our family and friends think, but we also recognize that our censorship is self-imposed.

Yes, many may not agree with us on this issue. We have not wanted to argue about it nor have we wanted to get into big political/religious discussions about this issue and our stand on it.

But whether or not people agree with us doesn't matter. What matters is that people's rights are being denied, history is about to change all that, and we want to be clear about what side we're on.

And what also matters is how immensely proud we are of our daughter and her immediate action on something she sees as so obviously unfair. If she has the guts to write and send a letter like that at age 12, I can have the guts to publicly post it on our blog at age 39.

I will, as always, not censor comments just because someone may disagree. People can say what they please. I do not, however, have a ton of time at the moment to get into big political/religious discussions. I will say, though, that there is more to come and I'll have more to say soon.

More Random Thoughts

Really enjoying my birthday this year.
Feeling very appreciative of thoughtful family and friends.

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It is strange to me that people are very particular

 about who they let sleep at their house,

 but some seem to have no qualms

 about letting their kids sleep at strangers' homes elsewhere.

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Ever see those big huge family pictures and think,

 "That is so not our extended family?"

Yeah, me, too.

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We haven't sat down to a big, huge, extended family dinner

since 2009.

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Thing 1 is LOVING volunteering at the library.

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Thing 2 has a couple of friends who are boys

who shyly admitted that they like "My Little Pony."

Well, a while back,

 as a consequence,

I had found an episode of "My Little Pony,"

to help teach a lesson on some topic.

After "torturing" (his words, not mine) Thing 2

with this method, he admitted that it wasn't so bad.

Well, when his friends shared with him that they like it,

he told them, "It's okay. I've seen it and it's pretty good."

I think that is SUPER sweet of him.

He's a very empathic person.

I hate gender stereotypes

and we try not to reinforce them in our family.

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Thing 1 told me that she heard a statistic that said

that kids laugh over 400 times a day

whereas adults laugh 17 times a day.

How have I turned into one of these people?!?

Now, every time anything comes up about mortgages

or bills or work, we're all, "This is why."

Which only reinforces the point. :/

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I just used the word "reinforce" twice.

Now three times.

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A sneak peek at our kids' personalities:

Thing 2 dropped a cookie on the floor, picked it up, and made a face

that showed he was both grossed out and sorry to waste a cookie.

(I believe it was a girl scout cookie, so he had good reason).

It was so quick that I told him to brush it off and that it was fine

(which is saying something, because I'm a total germaphobe -

something I have apparently passed on to my son,

but not so much to my daughter).

He looked at me and said, "Are you sure?"

I shrugged and responded off-handedly with, 

"If you're grossed out, give it to your sister."

 Thing 1 immediately outstretched her hand with a smile.

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If I had a time machine,

I'd visit the 80s.

Not to relive my childhood (in fact, no thank you),

but simply because the 80s were SUCH a great time.

No stress, no fuss, just good movies and music and fun.

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So, I read this article the other day,

and one of the tips just blew me away.

I was so annoyed at the story in that tip,

that I scrolled down to read through the comments,

sure that someone else would be just as outraged.

It took me quite a while of scrolling down to find

where someone finally said something about it.

Everyone was carrying on

 about other tips that bothered them,

but most seemed nonplussed about a tip

 that was glaringly problematic to me.

Do you see it?

Hint: It has less to do with dieting

and more to do with lousy friends

and being a wimp.

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The other day in the kitchen during breakfast,

we were listening to music and I was hearing songs that took

me back to my childhood and adolescence in that way that music does.

I started thinking about how excited we get about these things

and how, so often, 

I want my kids to have (and love) the great things I loved in childhood - 

my favorite toys, games, experiences, songs, TAPES, movies . . . 

and I do share those, 

but part of the wonder of being a kid

 is making your OWN childhood memories

 based on your own experiences and tastes and discoveries.

 I love getting to be a part of that

 and observing their evolving personalities, beliefs, and likes.

Champion who they are and not try to make them into something else.

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Thing 1 is officially taller than I am.

Also, she is funny and witty and beautiful.

Thing 2 is sweet and thoughtful and honest.

(And such a cutie.

 Little girls are developing crushes on this boy!)

Have I mentioned that I love these kids?

I really, really do.

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I got a nice compliment this past week from a woman who said

that she and her husband often discuss how nice our kids are

and how much they like and admire and enjoy them.

Wow, that is so nice!

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By the way,

our kids have been blogging a bunch.

I'm sure they'd love visits and comments!

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Thing 2 is always using these big words for his age.

It's hilarious.

Recently, it was "collaborate."

He comes downstairs one night a couple of weeks ago
and says with a huge smile,

 "I've been reading and thinking about if the Johnsons moved here

 - I really hope they do! -

 and Brennan and I really like to make games

 and we can collaborate and grow up and have a business together.

 I told Brennan that and Brennan (who, by the way, is 7) said,

 'But you'll be working for me,'

 and I told him, 'We'll talk about that when you get here.'"

 Bwahahahaha!!

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Thing 1, soon after this, correctly used the term "thinly-veiled."

Yeah, we're raising nerds.

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Here is a list of 5 true confessions.

And this is not one of those things

 where you try to sound like you have a "problem"

 that is really a strength (like in job interviews).

1. I have been dealing with chronic neck pain for over 18 years.

2. I love blog comments and they make me happier than most people realize.
3. I often have a messy (for me) house. Clean, but messy. Very lived in.

I used to think I'd be an immaculate housekeeper. Nope. And fine by me.

4. I am VERY easily distracted and don't always finish projects.

5. I sometimes let fear hold me back

 (financial fears, fear of being in trouble, fear of hurting others).

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Along those lines,

there is a great quote from the movie Garden State:

 "I'm okay with being unimpressive. I sleep better."

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My husband is awesome.

He totally cleaned the house this weekend,

while I caught up on emails and such.

And then he told me

 that the fact that I've been writing a blog post

and chatting with his friend online

while doing so,

makes him very happy.

How lucky am I?!?

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The other day, I saw a phrase I really like.

"School-Free Life" -

I like that better than "homeschooling" or "unschooling."

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I love floor plans.

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People can say things until they're blue in the face.
But actions show what one TRULY values.
"I can't hear your words - your actions are too loud."
I see this go both ways - people showing they truly care
and showing they truly don't.
Talk is cheap. Actions are powerful.

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Two non-words I cannot stand:
"Prolly" and "Imma"
I seriously got an email from someone this week
who used the word "prolly"
and I wanted to reach through the screen and throttle someone,
screaming, "It's PROBABLY. That is ONE more freaking syllable.
Is that so hard?!?"
And Imma? Really? As in, "I'm going to . . ."?
As in song lyrics like "Imma love you" and "Imma be your man?"
I'm waiting for the line that says "Imma moron."

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We were watching Big Bang Theory
and they were eating fondue.
So of course we paused the Tivo
and made fondue to eat
while watching the rest of the show.
What else was there to do?

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From "Bleh" to "Whoopee!"

So, we've been feeling kind of "bleh" for a while now. We had a GREAT 2011 and it continued into 2012 and then just got sort of "bleh." Not bad, mind you. Just bleh.

Bleh.

See, I think the Johnsons ruined us. Remember them? They moved here in 2011 for a temporary traveling nurse assignment - they were here for 3 months and we clicked like nobody's business. We clicked so much that they took their next temporary assignment in an area near here so that we were able to continue to hang out. It was far enough away that we couldn't see each other quite as often, but close enough that they could spend weekends with us. Which we did. With great frequency and much food, talking, and laughter (and very little sleep).

Then they moved to other assignments back in their home state of Arkansas (too far), New Hampshire (closer and we were able to get together a couple of times, including a really fun New Year's Eve celebration), CT (even closer - we were able to meet in the middle, get together here, get together there, and visit NYC together), MA (a little farther, but again, able to see them here and there - no posts up yet because we're all so ridiculously behind on them). And in between all this, we'd Skype, text, and call each other.

Then they settled in Springfield, MA. We knew it was coming. He's on a heart transplant list and we always knew the eventual goal was for them to live closer to Boston. In fact, he had to be within a 4-hour radius of Boston and his doctors there. And since we're 2 hours outside of that radius, I just kept hoping for an earthquake (one that wouldn't hurt anyone or anything) that would somehow just shift Boston about 2 hours closer to us so that they could be in their radius but be near us, too.

They say we ruined them, too. This was their first assignment and we clicked so well and have so much great stuff here and live in such a cute town and all get along and have the greatest homeschool group . . . you get the idea. So, they always said that post transplant, they'd want to settle here long term. But for now, it had to be MA, that long-term plan years away.

I've blogged about them a lot, but not nearly enough - we've done far more together than I've told everyone. We've visited places together, we've visited each other frequently, we eat everywhere we go and enjoy THE BEST food, whether we eat out or cook together. We talk non-stop FOR HOURS on end. We like many of the same TV shows, movies, books, hobbies, foods. We pontificate about anything and everything. And we laugh like crazy. 

Something I have failed to blog about is that fun New Year's Eve visit. It. Was. Awesome. We decided to make it a tradition. This past year didn't work out, because they had just gotten a new puppy and they were sick on top of that, and my mom was here with a hurt back, but in general, yeah, tradition!

When they came that New Year's, on their way to NH from Arkansas, I think the entire neighborhood knew they were back since they were yelling in excitement from a mile away from us and we were yelling in anticipation (yes, we texted this entire thing as it happened), and we couldn't even let them in the house without hips and hollers from everyone and jumping around and screaming and hugging on the porch.

That night, we exchanged Christmas presents together. And here is their most awesome gift to us:

Awesome, right? They made that for us. I love gifts like this! It's a framed collage of pictures of all of us. Can you make out what it says? "Friends: The Family We Choose." Yep, we'd known them less than a year and this is how we mutually felt about each other. Close like family.

It's nuts that we've only known each other for two years (this Saturday is two years exactly!), because it feels like so much more. We celebrated our 1-year anniversary by giving them a photo book full of pictures of all of us. (Shut up. We're awesome.) We absolutely love them and they love us. We often say that everything would be better if they just lived here. :P

Wow. Holy tangent, Batman! (See? They ruined us).

So anyway, back to the "bleh" thing. We have been feeling restless. Maybe it's because we've been here for 10 years - the longest we've ever lived anywhere. We wondered if it was time for a new place and experience.

I have, at times, felt sick of just about everything around me, even though there's so much we love about this area. I could list all kinds of things like how I miss New England personalities, more liberal politics, and more progressive thinking (though I do see that changing in an overall positive direction). We don't have any extended family support here. At times we feel lonely. Just bleh, bleh, bleh.

It isn't like me to feel negative, so I figured it's my yearly seasonal-affective-disorder episode talking and that, come spring, I'd be fine again.

See, here's the thing. There's so much to love here.

1. It's affordable.
2. Nice pace of life (and it's gorgeous).
3. Location: small town near some really nice big cities.
4. Our own business/Great moonlighting gig
5. Nice, 4-season weather

We have a great homeschool group, parks, libraries, swimming, activities. We have good friends here, a book club, and an absolutely wonderful independent theater and adjoining coffee shop in town. I don't think you could find a better place in many ways.

But yeah, we've been feeling bleh. Maybe it's a mid-life crisis. We need to mix it up somehow - in a good, fun way.

So, we've been brainstorming what to do - move away? Move within the area? Start a new business? We like what we're doing, so we wouldn't want to get rid of it, but maybe just change it up somehow. Our business is in its 6th year - maybe it's time to expand? We love our 1850s farmhouse, but maybe it's time to update?

I don't know. We're considering different options. But things just went from "bleh" to "WHOOPEE!!"

Wanna know why? Okay, then keep reading. It's me telling this story, so there are many, many details to share. I'm fun like that.

Remember this past week when we went to our favorite old-fashioned ice cream shoppe? Remember how we told you it's closing? Remember how we cried with the owner, the sweetest ice cream lady ever who is so awesome to our kids? Remember how we took her flowers and a card because we found out that her husband had died and that's why she was closing shop? Okay, I don't remember if I said that on the blog, but that is why she's having to close her business and it's so sad.

Well, she and I got to talking and she explained that her husband had had a heart transplant over 20 years ago. I hadn't known that. I shared with her about the Johnsons (who have eaten ice cream at her shop with us) and how Dave has HCM and is listed and waiting for a transplant. She nodded at all I was saying and then smiled a bit and said that that all sounded familiar, as her husband had had HCM as well. I did not know that. She then said what a wonderful job the local hospital did with it all and joked that we should tell the Johnsons to move here for their medical care. I chuckled with her and joked that we and the Johnsons could keep the ice shop running together. She liked that idea.

I texted Dave, knowing that they of course are committed to their doctor in Boston and already listed on the wait list there and settled in a house in Springfield, and told him of our experience at the ice cream shop. Small world, you know? They've been in a slump, too, so we text now and then and commiserate.

Fast forward to two days later. That night, our family had a fiasco of a dinner preparation in our kitchen that turned out so horribly that we bagged the experiment, left the mess, and went out to eat. We sat in the restaurant, all down and bummed and trying to cheer ourselves up. We felt lonely and isolated. I've been in such a slump for weeks. Mark and I have been mulling over our restlessness and ideas. Lots of thinking. Lots of sighing. Being out helped and the food was wonderful. 

While we were eating (and rediscovering a great place we hadn't eaten in a while, so of course we were saying, "Oh my gosh, we have got to come here with the Johnsons when they visit!"), Dave sent us a text that said, "We REALLY REALLY need to talk to you guys, like asap. Something good hopefully. Can you Skype?"

I looked at Mark and half-laughed, "Heh, wouldn't it be awesome if they had to talk to us to tell us they're moving here?" We knew that was kind of out of the question, but it's fun to dream.

Mark texted and said, "Stacy's been depressed for like 6 weeks, so unless you guys are moving back here, I'm not sure what would be 'good.'"

To which Dave replied, "Then we need to Skype."

We raced home and got on Skype immediately. The kids took their computers upstairs and got on Skype with the Johnson kids and we got on with Dave and Christie. They were flipping out. It turns out Dave went to the doctor that day to deal with some of the progressive symptoms he's been having and, while there, they learned some new information.

It's long and complicated, but the gist is that people who have the disease he has are waiting much longer for transplants up in the Boston area and with him progressing the way he is, they need him to be somewhere that wouldn't make him wait as long, bonus if it's a less expensive place with more of a support system to boot. Topping the list? YOU GUESSED IT.

"Whoopee!!"

They mentioned this area to their specialist, given the recent story we heard from the lady at the ice cream shop and relayed to them. They did their research and this area is TOPS for a good fit for them. Like there's nothing better in the whole country. The specialist loved the idea of them moving here. AS DO WE.

We are over-the-moon ecstatic. WHAT ARE THE ODDS?!? Crazy slim, that's what.

To recap: They moved here. We totally clicked and had a great time. They moved away and we all cried. We got together as much as possible. They love it here and we all wanted them to be here, but life said they had to be in Boston for many years until they could get back here again. And, in less than a week, everything changed - new information, changes, plans, updates, and big news. They're moving back for good within the next few months.

We are all shocked, reeling, and beside ourselves with excitement and happiness. They'll be here next month to house and job hunt. The kids are through the roof about this. We all are! BRING IT. We all needed this. I can't begin to tell you how thrilled we are.

So, a toast to "this very surprising turn of events!"




And a tribute (because we all - I'm not kidding - danced in the kitchen to this song tonight after hearing the news officially):

Yep, it's all "working out!" :) Because we have gone from "Bleh" to "Whoopee!"

Watching Her Grow Up

This past Tuesday, she walks into the library to drop off an application to work a volunteer shift. I stayed in the van watching her grow up before my eyes. She carries herself with sweetness and confidence and maturity. 

Saturday, as she's leaving for archery class, we hug and discover that it's official - she's taller than I am. I look up at her and we both smile, hers is a subtle-but-proud "YES!" kind of smile. Mine is more of a bittersweet acknowledgement, but mostly happy for her, because I know she loves it. We have a deal, the kids and I, that as they grow taller than me, they'll always look out for their little mom.

She is hungry for more learning, more experience, more insight. Mature beyond her years, yet such a kid at heart, she asks us things that keep us on our toes and awe us with her thinking. She is driven - always writing, always thinking. She cooks. She creates. She runs around and climbs trees. She reads voraciously. She writes for one of the top writing websites on the Internet. She teaches herself guitar.

This morning, I hear THIS SONG on my iPod and get weepy listening to it as I eat breakfast with my kids. I loved that song growing up - Peter Cetera is one of my all-time favorites. Listening to that song as a parent? Good luck not crying. It's upbeat and all, but (*sniff sniff*) it'll get you. 

So, I take my beautiful daughter to her first volunteer shift. She got herself up and ready on her own, so excited for this very grown up responsibility and opportunity. She has her hair combed beautifully and she is wearing her "Self-Rescuing Princess" T-shirt, mismatched socks (she started doing that long before it was a trendy thing to do), and pink Chucks.

It started snowing hard as we took this picture

Mark stops in after his morning shift at the hospital to see how she's doing. She is shelving DVDs when she looks up and sees him, smiles, and says, "Hi! This is fun!"

She is growing up before my eyes - tall, mature, hilarious, confident, beautiful, sarcastic, smart. She plays violin with grace, kicks butt with her black belt in tae kwon do, giggles hysterically when horsing around with her brother, reasons with insight, cracks jokes with quick timing, writes with talent beyond her years.

And she just melts me. She is loving and compassionate, witty and smart, insightful, passionate, and strong. She thinks things through, develops her own feelings and beliefs on weighty matters, and takes action - raising awareness, donating money, writing to legislators.

Celebrating her first day of volunteering with lunch out

She is growing up before my eyes. She is wonderful and good and amazing. She makes the world a better place.

She is good to her family, her dog, her friends, strangers, children, animals. She is my daughter and my friend. And I constantly feel so over-the-moon lucky that I get to be her mom and watch her grow up right before my eyes.

Why, thank you!

Thank you, Thing 1! I've won another award from my daughter. I love that we share a love of blogging (and awards with writing prompts).

Rules

1. Nominate ten people.
2. Answer the questions.

3. Thank the blogger who nominated you.

4. Notify the bloggers you nominated.

Questions

 

1. The job you want to have?

I absolutely love being a mom. Like truly. I enjoy my kids and love that we homeschool together. I do some counseling on the side and that is also something I enjoy. I love that it's something that helps people and that it's something I'm pretty good at. I also love to write and think it would be really cool to be part of a writer's team for a TV sitcom (I love group energy and I don't one bit mind public speaking). 

2. Favorite singer/band?

Oooh, tricky. See, when you grow up, you have "all-time" favorites as well as current favorites. My all-time favorite singer/band is Peter Cetera/Chicago. My current favorites are many and varied, but include Michael Bublé and Adam Levine/Maroon 5.

3. Favorite choc or sweet?

I assume they mean "chocolate?" Ugh, this is hard. I prefer salty to sweet. But I do love cookies and donuts, so let's go with those.

4. Three words to describe you?

Feisty, Compassionate, and Particular

Nominees 

1. Mark at Sushi and Pizza.

2. Thing 2 at I Don't Eat My Drumsticks.

3. Dave at News of My Demise.

4. Jimmy in the comments.

5. Emily (no rush- I know she has a lot going on right now)
6. Um . . .
7. Er . . .
8. Uh . . .
I really wish more people blogged.


Thanks, Honey, for this wonderful honor! :)

More thoughts, because why not

There are more and more incidents in the news

 about local convenience stores being held up at gun point.

It's sad. I think it's a sign of desperation.

This economy is really messing with people.

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I struggle every winter.

I've been feeling down and

my friend Linda knew it,

so she brought us a home-cooked meal,

complete with Valentines and treats for the kids.

That really touched me.

We really don't get home cooked meals

 (besides our own) much at all.

So that was a real pick-me-up.

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Our kids both got haircuts and,

wow, are they looking grown up!

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 Our favorite old-fashioned ice cream shop

is closing this month.
We're so sad about it.

We went today to visit the owner

and she cried when she saw us.

It made us cry, too.

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Thing 1 knows what she wants for her birthday dinner:

Bacalhau A Gomes De Sa

 (Portuguese Codfish with potatoes and onions)

Yum!

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I think the BSA is passing the buck.

Stand for something, you know?

Such bullcrap.

Saw a comment online that hit the nail on the head:

" . . . does their sexual orientation make them any less capable

 of building a fire or a pinewood derby car

 or offering community service?"

Seriously.

 It's 2013. History will show what a shame it all is.

I want to be on the right side of history.

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I loved having penpals as a kid.

Our kids have several penpals -

some by mail and some by email,

both in the US and in other countries

(Japan and the Ukraine).

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Did you know Ed Sheeran has a song

called "Small Bump" that is about a pregnancy

 that ends in miscarriage?

Heard it yesterday and cried,

for the first time in a long time,

about my first pregnancy that ended

in a heartbreaking miscarriage.

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Whenever I start a book,

I get to know the book by reading the back,

the flaps (if it's a hardcover),

the praise, the acknowledgements,

the dedication, about the author, etc.

I hardly ever just dive right in.

What about you?

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We haven't ever paid for cable

(more than the EXTREMELY basic one

 that gets you networks).

We figured out that over the years,

by not getting cable,

we've saved about 10K.

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It occurs to me that when people come visit us,

they are not getting a feel of how things are here

 day to day,

since we pretty much drop most "routined" things

 and focus on enjoying our guests.

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I often cry when people cry.

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The kids got Valentines and treats in the mail

from Grandma.

So fun.

 I miss having grandparents.

I haven't had grandparents in about 20 years.

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What are you doing (if anything) for Valentine's Day?

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More Thoughts (I think a lot)

Saw this headline today and thought,

"Wow, just when I thought people couldn't get any stupider."

-- New technique could track brain damage in NFL --

Really? Now we can TRACK it? Swell.

Rather than see a problem and do what it takes to end it,

 we'll track it.

Natural Selection is tough at work in the great USA.

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We watched a Taylor Swift interview

in which she said about her mother,

"It's unreal to me how she was just so behind my brother and I,

 no matter what.

Like I don't remember ever having the thought,

'My mom's so selfish.'

Like I never thought that.

Or 'My mom's vain'

or 'My mom, you know, like, cares about all this stuff.'

I've never thought my mom was self-involved,

not even one time.

Because she's always been, like, so behind us.

So I think if I could ever be that kind of a parent

 someday way way way way wayyyyyy in the future . . . "

Wow! What a testament that is!

I hope I'm that kind of parent to my children.

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This is the problem -
We're expressing ourselves with Memes
 and making them suit our points.
 Clever and brief.
I like a lot of them,
but sometimes it seems like
there's no rational dialogue among people anymore.

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As I write this (Saturday afternoon),
there are 6 men at my dining room table
playing D&D.
I love that I married a geek.

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There's this new social media trend
where people start sentences with the words,
"That feeling when" or "That moment when . . . "
except that
THOSE AREN'T SENTENCES!!

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The 30 Rock series finale was awesome.
So awesome I could cry.
I absolutely love that they didn't sexualize
Liz and Jack's friendship.
It was beautiful.
Also? Liz Lemon is such a cool character name.

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Thing 2 has been working hard
 on creating a game with Mark.
He finished it, the directions are all typed up,
and we get to test it out!
He is REALLY excited
and I am REALLY proud of him.

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Thing 1 did a beautiful job on her violin recital Sunday.
We're grateful to good friends who came out to support her
and cheer for her!

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If you have to call yourself a hippie,
 you're probably not one.

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At breakfast one morning this week,
Thing 2 leaves the room and says, about a door, "I'll leave it ajar."
"Ajar?" I say.
Thing 1 looks at me and says,
"He's been listening to too much Lord of the Rings."

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January 20, 2013

Kids are at a birthday party at one of those places

 that has gymnastics, rock climbing walls, etc. 

Mark took them and gave me some much-appreciated quiet time. 

He just texted me and said:

Kids are having fun. Kate made it to the top of the rock wall.

 Max stayed firmly planted on the ground.

Me: Did he try?

Mark: No. He’s not much for heights. 

I suggested he try and he said, “Daddy, you know me, right?” 

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 I just read a book about a woman's struggle

with bipolar disorder.

Her meds cost her about 3K/month

and that didn't count expensive,

 not-covered psychiatrist visits.

She said her mother helped her.

How do people do it?!?

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Something I love and appreciate about my gay guy friends
is that we both agree on good-looking men!

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Know what really stinks?
People get ideas in their heads and stick to them;
they project an idea and then believe it
(whether or not it's true).
Our perceptions are our realities.
And if two people disagree and stick to their own perceptions
about the same thing,
who budges?
They both think they're right.
Ugh.

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I've been thinking a lot about R.O.I.
(return on investment),
not just with money, but with time and energy.
Is what you get worth all that you put in?
Food for thought.

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The advice is given:
"Live each day like its your last"
and
"Save for the future" -
Anyone have the secret on how to do BOTH
at the same time?

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I hate appointments.
Dentist, hair, whatever.
Even a fun thing can seem like something tying me down.

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We have the BEST little independent theater in our town.
It is one of our favorite places here.
It's attached to a great coffee/sandwich shop with a fantastic vibe.
We saw Les Mis there (incredible!)
and this week they're getting "Silver Linings Playbook!"
So excited.

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I'm restless again.
I get like this now and then.
I feel something creative coming on
(I hope!).

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Saw a great quote this week by Louis CK:
'I’m bored' is a useless thing to say.

 I mean, you live in a great, big, vast world

 that you’ve seen none percent of.

 Even the inside of your own mind is endless,

 it goes on forever, inwardly, do you understand?

 The fact that you’re alive is amazing,

 so you don’t get to say ‘I’m bored.”

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Piggy-backing that,
I don't think I've ever heard the phrase
"I'm bored"
come out of my kids' mouths.
Maybe once if ever.
And I love that.
Isn't the goal to keep them hungry and curious
and not to squelch that with busywork?

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If you could live anywhere,
where would it be?

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January/February are not easy months for me.
I think I have SAD.

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We've had a lot of good discussions around here.
Everything from sex to Santa.
Parenting is fun.

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I hate it when nothing sounds good,
because I love food so much.

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Reader Appreciation Award

Thanks, Magic Violinist, for a chance to answer more questions! I love these! I don't sit down to blogging nearly as much as I'd like to, but somehow these quizzes at least get me taking a break to blog, so thank you.

Rules

1. Link back to the person who nominated you.
2. Attach the icon to your site.
3. Answer the attached questions.
4. Nominate six bloggers who you feel deserve this award and notify them about their nominations. 

Questions

1. What is your favorite color?
Blue, because it's calming and beautiful. Maybe that's because it's the color of the ocean?

2. What is your favorite animal?
Ditto Mark. Monkeys are cool, but yeah, we pretty much have the best dog ever. I love her so much.

3. What is your favorite non-alcoholic drink?
What Mark said (water). Except the sweating part. But yes, I love love love water.

4. What is your favorite number?
Not sure I have a favorite number. I will say that I don't like things perfectly even or perfectly odd, though.

5. What is your favorite day of the week? 
I, again, agree with Mark. I'm really loving low-key weekends to hang out at home as a family. Simple, wonderful pleasures.

6. What is your favorite flower?
Daisy.

7. What is your passion?
Family, social justice, friends, writing, and food.

8. Do you watch television?
Yes. I love to laugh, so sitcoms are my very favorites - "The Big Bang Theory" and "Modern Family" and "Go On" are all family favorites (we also really enjoy "The Amazing Race"). And I always love watching "I Love Lucy."

9. Who is your favorite author?
This one is hard. I have favorite books by many different authors, so a favorite author is trickier to identify. I'm not sure there is someone whose book I must read when it comes out. I do think, after having read her first two graphic novels, that I would read anything by Alison Bechdel.

10. Do you like 80s movies?
Um, is the Pope Catholic? I don't just like them. I LOVE them. I am a huge fan of the 80s and think the movies from that time are wicked awesome. Some of my favorites include anything with John Cusack (Better Off Dead, One Crazy Summer, Say Anything), Back to the Future, Karate Kid, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Princess Bride, A Christmas Story, all the John Hughes/Molly Ringwald films . . .

11. How do you like your eggs?
Scrambled, dippy, and in Dutch Babies. I love, love, love eggs. It is one of two foods that I think taste better when someone else makes them for you (that and hot cocoa). Mark makes delicious eggs and that's saying something, because he does not like them, but is such a good sport to make them for me.

12. When did you discover blogging?
2006.

13. Why do you like to blog? 
It's fun and makes me write and share with family and friends. I like the interactive nature of it, so comments are always really fun to get.

Nominees 

1. Thing 2 at I Don't Eat My Drumsticks.
2. Jimmy.
3. Um . . .
4. I, uh, . . .
5. Not sure.
6. Sadly, many of my blogging friends don't blog like they used to. I wish more of my friends blogged.